When I started March of Gratitude I knew I would begin with my wife and end with my daughter, Raylen.

I remember getting on a plane after Nicki and I were really serious and, for the first time, I felt some fear about what would happen if it crashed. I’d been on dozens of flights and never thought twice about it. My dad said, “yup, that’s what happens when you care enough about someone that you don’t want to lose them.” Nicki was that special to me.

Since Raylen was born I’ve felt that same fear, only more intensely. I have worried about things – rational and not – that I’ve never thought about before. She is also that special to me.

This girl is a curious, bright-eyed, chunky, giggle factory who loves food nearly as much as her daddy. And she loves her mommy and daddy so much that she wakes up all through the night just to spend more time with us. I’m so eager to see what kind of woman she becomes, yet there are moments with her that I never want to end.

I’ve discovered more about who I am and who I want to be these last 6 months. I never knew the level of emotion I could have until she came around. The first time she laughed Nicki and I laughed and cried hysterically at the same time because we were so joyful.

Thank you, kiddo, daddy is grateful for you every day!